Thursday, January 29, 2009

Life's a bitch.

Wednesday was quite sucky for me... boo.
cabbed to school cos i was freaking late for class. AGAIN. like forever.
but i shouldn't have.. a day's allowance gone. :( and the lesson wasn't much help either.


then it was cmbio, which was totally @_@

and then it was french. test today instead of last week, cos got talks by french organisations...
and i sucked totally for the test. wth. it could have been much much much much better can. :( so bad i want to cry.
very very unsatisfied. very very frustrated. very very angry. very very emo-ified.
next week, yet another test on L'imperatif.
also next week, there will be AAP practical test which i would totally have to buck up for.
ALSO next week, SAWI presentation.
ALSO (!!) next week, CMBio Mock Exam.

shall i e x p l o d e now?

tomorrow, meeting in school at 9 for preparation of pharmaco presentation, which starts at 10, last till 11.
then guess what? its effing break. for FIVE. EFFING. HOURS. cos lecture starts at 4pm, till 6pm. awesome right? no.

what the heck are we supposed to do for those FIVE hours!?!?

you will never never be happy with what you have. so grow to accept it and move on. its Life.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Happy Chinese New Year!!

This year, its year.
(so damn cheesy.. LOL)

here's wishing everyone health, wealth and prosperity!! =)
新年快乐, 万事如意!

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore

a day left to CNY..
went market with mum to stock up. -.- weather was UBER sweltering

done like only 1/4 of pharmaco proj, and i know i'm so dead.
checked mel, and pharmaco quiz out alr.. super dead.

they say never to cut your own hair. guess what? i cut my own hair.
cos my fringe keep poking my eye till damn red. then couldn't take it alr.
wahaha. now i look like a freakin' cheena doll. someone kill me pls. grr..

wah.. i change topic damn fast~ LOL
nothing more to say... peace out ^^

Saturday, January 24, 2009

amazement and respect, once again.

friday sucked.

FON presentation sucked.
and its NOT over, yet. apparently, we still have to write a 250-word report on crap.

then its was AAP retest. which sucked more. MCQ was alrighttt... i hope...
SAQs 2 parts not very sure. and the worst thing was that i studied, but forgot the answer.
ugh. whatever.

and that migraine was bad as hell. 3hrs of sleep didn't help.
so here i am at 2am in the morn. -.-

CNY is coming and i have absolutely no mood at all for it.
dunno what to wear.
dun feel like visiting.
dun feel like going anywhere.
dun wanna see the crap faces.
and i so don't want to repeat history and live through the damn game again.
scheming assholes.

i shall work on the pharmaco project tmr. i promise.
someone please remind me i promised. LOL.

On a totally different note,

FANPIRES!!! go watch!!!
EricWithNoK- Dakota Fanning as Jane in New Moon?
CelebBuzz- America Ferrera in New Moon?

comments? ;P

But on the telephone line I am anyone
I am anything I want to be
I could be a super model or Norman Mailer
And you wouldn't know the difference
On the telephone line, I am any height
I am any age I want to be
I could be a caped crusader, or space invader
And you wouldn't know the difference
Or would you?

Thursday, January 22, 2009

my life is SO happening *rolls eyes*

yea, my blog went into a 3-day coma cos i have nothing to say cos tests are coming up and so is the BIG exam. and the projects that i so wanna get over and done with but can't seem find the concentration to get a move on. and the deadlines are approaching..

anyways, nothing much to say la..


ytd.. attachment posting out again.. hai.. NUH again sia.. wad to do. 2nd batch somemore.. X.X
but surgical ward this time.. pray damn hard it will better than the last attachment..
and i so don't want the same CF okay. kns one.


AAP Retest on Fri
FON Presentation on Fri
Pharmaco Project
Pharmaco Presentation next Tues
French Test next Wed
NR Project

awww.. and i'm lagging behind in everything... shat.
nvm i shall jy big time. wahaha.

CNY coming somemore. lagi worse sia.
aft CNY, test. plus make-up classes cos of CNY -.-


Xiaxue's wiki page is damn LOLs lor. whoever is doing it is destroying the page with LOL humour lor. haha. every time she doesn't update something will be added sia. this one newest liao. LOL-ed

On 17 January 2009, Xiaxue was arrested for dangerous driving after crashing a pink Honda Civic into a popular Indian take-away restaurant just off Singapore's busy Orchard Road. According to legal reports, the accident was caused after Xiaxue tried to adjust her false eye-lashes in the rear-view mirror without looking where she was going. Fortunately nobody was hurt in the incident, although the owner of the Indian restaurant, Mr. Ratish Patel, is pressing charges against Xiaxue for damage caused to the shop's entrance and front windows.


regret overdose X 2. big time.
i can't help it. sorry. i so want you to come back into our lives.
but damn, i'm happy for you :) really.
best of luck.

Sunday, January 18, 2009


not you too.
thanks so much. but no thanks.

sorry for all the really short posts.. i'm sick of em too. but my life is just like that. so, yea.

Friday, January 16, 2009

count today as your lucky day

the bomb almost blew up in your face. ALMOST. if you don't already know.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

oh god.

Vanessa Hudgens as Leah Clearwater??


What The Buck Show

LA Times


even worse,

the character of Leah didn't even make the "New Moon" cut.

hey dudette

we can make this work.

let us ALL switch places. for a change.


NSL TEST TMR and i'm on youtube!!! X.X

'Cos i don't wanna be the one

someone force me to study, please?

SAWI project mock presentation done.
gotta add more info to the slides..

then there's FON, NR, Pharm...

then friday, there's nsl test.
and next week there's french oral test X_X

and later, oh god, there's pharmaco test. which i haven't studied for.

and on this day, next month, 15 feb, is EXAM.

Monday, January 12, 2009

No he can't read my poker face.

aww man. school IS boringgg.....
i'm still in the holiday mode... and there are projects to be done and exam would be here in, OH. MY. GOD. approximately 4 weeks time starting from now. OH. MY. GOD.
15 Feb is the dooms day. dear god.

geez.. told myself imma start studying today. didn't do it. nope. all coz my self-control sux.


anyways, i had a damn weird dream last night. and guess what its about yo. its this screwed up version of twilight. haha. damn. i'm so weird i can hardly stand myself.

Sunday, January 11, 2009

don't any of you realise?

you, fool, listen up.
you wanna be a hypocrite? i can do the same to you too.
if you wanna talk about it the way you do, go on, i really don't give a shit.
really subtle method girl. that's sarcasm if you haven't picked it up.
and i don't know, really, i don't, what the f**k i did. if only you'd enlighten me?
instead of going around hurting everyone in your way?

and you, moron.
you are so very childish.
the things you say and the things you do, the way you act, doesn't tally. sometimes i really wonder why you say that about people when all you've really been complaining at is YOURSELF. don't you know? i really hope you don't, honestly, i rather believe you don't, so it hurts less. even me, you dare complain about! and you don't know how it sounds coming from you? it sound like a load of old tosh. written down in black and white, is all that you've been talking against about. and, curiously, its in me you bury your misery in as well.
can't you see how much i'm doing for you?!
how stupid is that?

and you,
don't you know what you're doing to me? how i FEEL? or are you just dumb and heartless?
what is taking you so long?
my faith in you is flickering. almost gone. you could say it already has.
what is left now is just a feeling and nothing more.
and the worst thing is. ALL AROUND me. every. single. puppet knows.

and you too, you bitch.
i know how i am. and i know it sucks. but must you really do that? what the f**k.
look at yourself. its all kinda fake. and all day, you criticize this and that, its annoying and plain MEAN. what did they ever do? to us? no, scratch that, to YOU? since its all you ever think about.

and i thought i was lucky.
i want to find back the person who really stood by me. although occasionally very anger-inducing, you're very... true.
i want to say i'm sorry for ever doing all that to you. if i ever did anything at all.
don't you know?

you don't strain. you don't judge. you don't pick. and i like that about you.
now? the world seems to be against me. once again. and now with a mask too.. wow..

don't ANY of you realise?


Oh my effing god. yes you read that right.
news was out on thursday. and on facebook (at least that's how i found out).




Good news about New Moon from director Chris Weitz:

I'm very happy to announce that Taylor Lautner will be playing Jacob Black in New Moon and that he's doing so with the enthusiastic support of Summit Entertainment, the producers, and Stephenie Meyer.

The characters in Stephenie's books go through extraordinary changes of circumstance and also appearance; so it is not surprising that there has been speculation about whether the same actor would portray a character who changes in so many surprising ways throughout the series. But it was my first instinct that Taylor was, is, and should be Jacob, and that the books would be best served by the actor who is emotionally right for the part. I think that fans of Twilight the book and the movie will be surprised by the Jacob Black that Taylor will bring to the screen in New Moon; and I'm looking forward to working with him and the rest of the cast in realizing the film.

Very best,

Chris Weitz

And from the amazing woman herself:

I'd just like to add that I was very much a part of this decision. My first priority was always what was best for New Moon—what was going to give us the best possible movie. I'm truly thrilled that Taylor was the one who proved to the director, to Summit, and to me that he is the best possible Jacob we could have. And I'm very much looking forward to seeing what he's going to bring to Jacob's character this year.

- Steph

OMG OMG OMG. Yay!!! ALL of us admins are absolutely tickled pink that Taylor is staying with us!

:) Lauren

*credits to Lauren of Twilight's Notes


*hyperventilates and faints*

Saturday, January 10, 2009

Its the weekend~~~

its Saturday.. supposedly involved in the open house.. heck care la.. dun wanna go alr.. LOL

its was okay.. haha kinda boring..
NR was cancelled. yea. but its like the whole class, except the 3 off us knew that. ppfftt... so nvm lo. chilled on the stairs outside the room. :) and then.. played with the balloon Ham got from HMS block.. we got and idea like out of the blue... you know, the helium thingy.. makes your voice go all donald-ducky.. damn funnayyy.. we were i was laughing like siao. like on crack XD


Check this out too!!! SUPER FUNNY: Mythbusters- Helium and Sulfur Hexaflouride

the quality of the "helium-ed" video isn't very good.. so you can't really hear properly... cos my phone sux. LOL.. but it was funny!!! xuanhui's helium-ed voice is the cutest la!! super laughable.. HAHA.. pardon the very scary laughter. thanks.

*apparently, inhaling helium could be dangerous... if you were to inhale pure helium from the pressurised tank, your lung could rupture or hemorrhage lor. so serious sia.. got suicide by helium also wor... o.O

school is boring.. like seriously..
today, lots of lectures...
then went to library aft school and watched "Something About Mary" with soon kueh.
haha, it was quite alright :)


quite a few projects to do... :( and its like only the FIRST week of school!!! :( boo
Practically ALMOST every freakin' subject. good effing luck.

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Better in time..

hopefully.. now i'm effing scared.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009



the animations get much much longer towards the end.. lazy to break them up la. whatever~ :P

i am breaking my resolutions already!!

LOL. you go guess which one lo!! not #11 k. i'm not LATE. yet.

LOL.. today went to jurong point with suan + may2 today :D
had an effing good time. cos we went to pizza hut.
and i swear the guy at the table next to us seriously thought we were SIAO. like really. LOL
and may2 actually gets high on ice lemon tea leh.. whoa.. like super high lo.. HAHA XD


right. tmr shall be an extra extra long day..
8am -10am S&W make-up
2pm -4pm CMBio lecture
6pm - 8pm French

aww.. and the photos taken on mon... is like alot lo.. like 300+ eh.. so scary lor..
currently organising them.. i'm dizzy just looking at them all.. LOL

oh, and i watched the "try" video. yet AGAIN.
like one comment siad, "this video is a drug".

Monday, January 5, 2009

First day of school..

wasn't so bad..

but lots of breaks..

went to school for a total of 4hours of lessons and FOUR freaking hours of break..

first thing in the morning was aap for an hour.. too bad.. no changes in lecturer.. same old same old.. wish me luck i'll pass my aap this semester..

then the 4hour break coz there's no aap practical this week.. :D

then during break.. xuan intro-ed this short video.. which is so heartbreaking.. like really.. must see k.. gosh.. (most probably will take quite a while to load.. WORTH THE WAIT!!)

hmm.. then went to mac for lunch.. -.-.. yeah.. there goes my #5 and #7 of resolutions..whatever. at least i wasn't late today hor..

played with the webcam alot today too and the pictures are so funnyyyyyy!!! haha, i'll post them up in a bit~~

then aft S&W, met lovelies to watch movieee at the library... XD.. watch mr. woodcock, which is so sad and funny and gross at the same time.. haha!!

that about summed up my monday..

PS: i want to vomit on blogger now. the can't-upload-pictures-from-url problem is back again.
wth right? planned to embed the video up there one.. now so inconvenient la.
pls vomit on blogger too. ty.

Sunday, January 4, 2009

last day of rotting...

school starts tomorrow :(
man. then comes the assignments, projects, tests, exams, crap.

from tmr till Feb 15,
would be mugging X infinity

then Feb 16 to Mar 1,
would be EXAMS X_X

then Mar 2 to Apr 19,
would be Break and Attachment D:

and Apr 20 2009,

i hope i'll make it to Year 2 laa.. wth..

*sigh* *sigh* *sigh*


Yesterday.. moi went to salon... wahaha
and i cut and dyed moi hair. like finally right. lol..
but i kinda miss my black hair leh.. wth.. LOL..

and today, i finally completed and submitted my FON essay.. super lor, i'm so guai i shocked myself.

now contemplating whether or not to do freaking NR. god.

and i seriously hope i can wake up AND be on time for school tomorrow lor..
wah... this holiday.. my hour clock is like SIAO like that, its scary..
i sleep like at 4?? and wake up at and ungodly time.. like almost everyday sia.. shattt
will someone be my alarm clock?? plsplspls?? HAHA i think got alarm clock also no use one sia.
cos i'm LATE QUEEN!!! :D

okay. i'm outta here.

Friday, January 2, 2009

How did your first day of the new year go?

Mine sucked.

Warning: An i-am-trying-very-hard-not-to-sound-emo-cause-i'm-not post is coming right up. skip right by if you don't wanna read. doesn't really matter..

anyways, it wasn't peaceful like it should be. he disappeared. she visited. he became an ass. and she became a monster. start of story. end of story. nothing more to say.

i read someone's blog just now. perfect match babe. awesome. and i really really admire your wisdom. :)

okay. i'm gonna be really random. still trying to get back the blogging-thingy..

hmm.. might go cut moi hair tmr.. sheeshhh.. i dunno..

and i've been a saint today. god knows why.. i didn't know i could do that..

i crashed on the couch just now for 4 straight hours just now. watching of all things, Oprah. and Harry Potter. and i am officially a potato.

i really don't think its gonna be a good, peaceful year.. nope.. not at all..

i broke #5 of my resolutions just now. already. cool.

i've got this constant dull-throbbing headache and i think i've got brain tumour..

i really want to start on work man. 4 days to start of school. 3 days to get a 500-700 word essay, and an 800-1000 word essay done. god bless me.

i just realised my perfect laptop doesn't have Microsoft Word. W-O-W

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Happy New Year



I wanna make it to Year 2, and based on my results for the common test, I'd better buck up, quick. I shall spend more time in the library. regardless.

2) I won't go out so much anymore. I shall be a good girl and STUDY harder than ever like i should. Like hello? I've got one extra thing to work hard for, too.

3) I won't care so much about what they think anymore. Heck. I'd even try not caring about what I think anymore.

4) Like he said, a little bit of effort you put in, shows.

5) GET FIT YOU BUM. Drink more WATER. Sleep MORE. [drill that in you damn insomniac!!! ROAR]

6) Be more organized.

7) I shall NOT spend so much $$$. get back at least what i had when poly started [very achievable if i stick to #1 and #2].

8) Read more books? HA. HA. HA. [gotta solve #7 first...]

9) Be nice(r), to others and to self. Quit cussing unless absolutely necessary. [yeah right, i'm not that much of a saint can.]

10) STICK to ALL of the above. try or die trying.

[contributed by missy soh]
LOL i think i'll break it on the first day of sch alr lo! HAHA


one step at a time. its the way to go. :)

yeah wadeva.